My heart is breaking...

Sometimes in this journey with God, I wonder how GOOD people get dealt a crappy hand. I know that God tests us in our journey on this earth. If it were easy, it wouldn't be worth it. I know that He makes us who we are with these trials that we face...but honestly, how many trials can one family handle? Nat has found out today that this pregnancy is not viable. She has an eptopic embryo and is now loosing her right tube.

Really? Let's review:

-2 years of trying to get PG only to succeed through IVF (their 2nd shot no less)

- Baby #1: Devin, sweet sweet Angel Devin, stillborn at 35 weeks 5 day.

-another YEAR of IVF and FET to reach a dream of FINALLY having a baby of their own to love and hold

-Baby #2: NOT VIABLE + Loosing a tube to an already infertile couple

WHERE IS THE FAIRNESS IN THIS??

Its hard to be positive when you CONSTANTLY are handed a pile of shit each and every time you're given a beakon of hope. None the less, I have to press on and trust that the Lord knows what he's doing. I DO believe that prayer WILL help you and I think the more people praying only helps that much more.

I'm so heartbroken right now and there is NOTHING that I can do but pray for her and Den.... I'm sorry if I've shared to much, I'm sorry if I've crossed the line, but every little bit helps.

Lord, help me to understand this test so that I know how to help her....